I don’t know why… Today I should be on top of the world, but right now, I feel like I’m underneath a pile of elephants. It’s the final two weeks of school, I have three group projects due, each of them with presentations.
It comes with the territory, I suppose. In order to get something worthwhile, you need to go through the crucible, then get torched overtop a bunsen burner and tossed into a pan of liquid hydrogen.
Heh, if getting the diploma is this hard, imagine how hard it will be when I get my Bachelors… then the Masters.
Instead of fighiting it, and avoiding it as long as I can, I should just shut up, quit my bellyaching and do the work. Then, I can sit back, relax and enjoy the break.
I think that I’ve been focussing on the future far too much. For the past few months, the only things that have been on my mind are the next… two… years… Two… years… of term papers, two… years… of graveyard shift… You get the idea. But so much great things have happened every day.
Take today for example. Euna and Zeta were blessed in church, and most of my family were able to make it. It was a choice experience.