Carry on.

Quiet… but not Quite

Remember Bjork’s song, “It’s oh so quiet” (Shhhhh…. Shhhh)? That’s what my mind is like at the moment. I absolutely love our new place. It’s oh so quiet and it’s so easy to relax. I’ve actually been able to get through 450 pages of the Harry potter book today! I’ll probably finish it Monday.

But sometimes my mind races and I feel uneasy at times, not knowing what lies ahead. For the past five years, all I’ve been thinking about was how good it was going to be in our new place, how quiet and relaxing it would be, how we’d be independent etc. etc. etc.

Now that I’m here I’m not sure what to do… Kinda like Inigo from the Princess Bride, “I had been plotting my revenge for the past 20 years. Now that it has happened, I don’t know what to do!” Anne of Green gables also said, “It’s like someone has given me me the moon and I just don’t have any idea what to do with it.”

And that’s what’s running through my head at the moment. Now that I am here, now what?

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