Sometimes I feel like I’m being crushed by the circumstances I’ve placed ourselves in. I haven’t been wise with our money in the past. Although things are a lot better now, I really regret the choices that I’ve made. Had I been more wise or more firm in my reslove, we would be in a house of our own right now.
But our Father in Heaven is merciful. After we sacrifice a little bit, and continue to pay our tithing, we will find ourselves in a home of our own.
I am so sorry hun for putting you through and making you suffer because of the mistakes that I have made with our money. I feel so guilty whenever I see you suffer because we don’t have a place of our own. I know that you’re not happy and I know that you hate living here. Just a few more months… and we will be free.